May 30 2010

Dearest Brother
I have taken a vow that I shall not write at your blog till my friend Gisele Barbosa does tell me that she is not unahappy with me.. that she does not feels that I have deserted her.. that I am not intending to be sarcastic when I request her to return to normalcy after the death of Patrick.. that I could never spit on such a huge friend in my life.. that she is above you..when it comes to pick one out of the two.. just the two of you..

If she does not forgive me.. if she decides not to write back to me in as many words that she is not unhappy with my acts I shall not return to the blog.. funny.. I came to the blog becuase of her with the hope that someday I would be able to establish a relationship with you whatever distant.. yet close enough to be able to communicate to you the existence of Gisele Gomez Barbosa..

No,no I am not unhappy with you for any reasons.. I am not unduly perturbed with any thing.. I may keep away from blog for an important and intelligent fan from Rhode Islands in America.. the author of the book - The Power of Fate.. Gisele G Barbosa.. Her first book a copy of which she says she had sent to you.. and some three years back on 29th May had sent me a mail if I could tell her if you had received her book.. a union that built over next one and half year of great associateion diminidhed with my arrival on your blog.. the more I wrote on your blog.. the less could devote time for her.. the time I spent with you and the rest of the fellow bloggers came at the cost of my association with her.. can she really forgive me if not forget my sin of breaking away not knowingly.. not to hurt but incidenatally.. and accidentally..

One fine day I heard of her son'd death.. I was not knowing how to console her.. I drew further away from her.. as I did not knwo how to react.. I have been misunderstood..

I know lot of people may not like my story for its the simple bare truth and truth is always strange in appearance..or so they say..